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12/5/10, 5.58hours

Bad attitude 1- I tend to push people away. But that doesn’t mean I don’t care about them.

Bad attitude 2- Easily get bored with things. Unless it keeps changing.

Yeah that’s right, easily get bored with things and person (sounds rude huh!). Do you really want to look at a person with that kind of ‘face’? Most of the time. Stay away from them, only for AWHILE. Take a break. That way I will not get bored with him/her, and he/she will not be offended by my expressionless face. Bukan ada peribahasa “sayang anak tangan-tangankan, sayang bini tinggal-tinggalkan” I think it’s applicable in friendship too. Dalam erti kata lain, saya sayang keluarga dan kawan-kawan saya, sebab itu saya tinggal-tinggalkan mereka. ­=)

But seriously, once in awhile we should try to take a break from all those people. You know, do some reflection, muhasabbah diri. We do need the feeling of being left alone, being ignored by others since they will not always be there for us. Try to get control of our emotion during the most difficult part in our life, but not to be emotionless. The day will come, when you feel like nobody can help you. I always think the best way for us to learn is through PAIN. If you are a fighter and you should be, you will get up and fight till the end. That is what I call a survivor.

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